Chapter 3
June was in the middle of a panic attack. She just had a nightmare about her parents. You see, since the age of six, June has been traumatized.
Flashback around eleven years ago:
It had been a wonderful day. June and her parents, Maya and Lou, were at the beach, celebrating June’s birthday, and enjoying the late summer evening.
Suddenly, two gunshots rang out into the air. People were scrambling and screaming about. Desperately trying to escape the nightmare. June and her parents were in the middle of it. Her parents trying to shield her from any harm.
Then one moment, June’s dad dropped to the ground. Her mother screamed. There, right in the middle of his chest, was a bullet wound. June was terrified. How could someone be so cruel, murdering people on a perfect day?
June looked on in shock as her mother dropped to her knees and ripped off a piece of her dress, wrapping it tightly around June’s dad. However, this didn’t stop the bleeding.
The last words she heard her dad mutter before he died was, “Take care of June please. Protect her from anything. Remember, I love you both.”
Watching her dad pass right in front of them was horrifying. June could no longer hear the screaming and shouting of people, the sirens from ambulances and police cars, or her own mothers sobbing. Her ears were blocked. Unable to register anything at the moment.
Suddenly, June felt a sharp pain in her leg. She looked down and saw blood gushing out of her thigh. Black dots danced in front of her eyes. All the noise slowly faded from her ears. June could faintly hear her mom shouting her name as she collapsed
down
down
down onto the sand.
Years had passed since that horrid day at the beach. June was still coping from the loss of her father even now, eleven years later.
Her mother had told her how lucky she was to have survived the bullet. It had completely gone though her thigh.
Maya often recounted how scared she was the moment June had collapsed on the sand. She had just lost her husband. And now she was going to lose her daughter too. All in one day.
Then a miracle happened, a paramedic appeared right in front of her. After that, Maya often told June, was just a blur. All she remembered was riding in the back of an ambulance with the body of Ray and an unconscious June.
When June had finally woken up from a medical coma, days had already passed. You could imagine the relief Maya felt when she heard her six year old daughter was awake and alive after days of stressful waiting.
Breathe. In through your nose, and out through your mouth. June reminded herself. It wasn’t that day. They weren’t on the beach. She was safe in her bedroom.
Slowly, June’s ragged breathing went back to normal.
Starting a day with a panic attack isn’t good. She thought to herself.
The panic attacks started when she was about nine years old. The first time it happened, it was when they went back to that same beach where her father had gotten killed.
After that, they got more and more frequent, up to the point where she would have them several times a day. June had started going to a therapist when she was twelve. It helped a lot and she rarely had any panic attacks now. However, it would still happen from time to time.
After June had calmed down, she got out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth.
When she walked in, her eyes went wide. The mirror in front of her was blank. It had no reflection. June looked back at herself, she could clearly see her own body, so why wasn’t it reflected onto the mirror?
June felt her breath speeding up again.
No. She thought, Not again. One panic attack is enough for a day. I don’t need another one.
June took a deep breath in, and exhaled. Her breathing calmed back down. When she looked into the mirror, she could see her pale, tear stained face, and frail skinny body slowly fading into view. Once her reflection was clear, she shook her head.
It must’ve been my head messing with me. I mean, maybe it was just the lack of oxygen from my attack. Or I was hallucinating. There’s no way I can turn invisible. June thought.
After changing out of her pajamas and brushing her teeth, June went downstairs to find a plate of breakfast on the table. Next to it, was a note.
Good morning sweetheart. I had to leave early for a work meeting. I made you breakfast. Have a nice day at school.
Xoxo Mom
The note said. June sighed, she had wanted to talk to her mom about a class project for history she had to do.
Oh well. She thought. I’ll ask her when she gets back.
To be continued……